Sedge will be here toommmmoorrrrrrrrrow! I am so excited to have him here and really start feeling like we are getting married in 11 days!!

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Dear Sleep,

Who ever said "I will sleep when I die" ...or something like that...that person was not me and was slightly foolish. I miss you and I'm not sure of why this sudden love-hate thing is going on. I love you and you hate me. I know you are excited about everything and my mind racing at a 1000 miles an hour is probably not helping matters. I need you, I need you like a fish needs water or a..ummm...I think you get the picture.  Please come back to me.

Love,
Mal-Mal

2 weeks to go!!

Holy smokes time flies. It seems like yesterday that we got engaged and started this whole thing and now its 2 weeks away...gulp...We for the most part have everything done and don't have too much stress going on. I wont feel totally ready until we go pick up my dress from the place that is steaming it. Stinkin' "Say Yes to the Dress" showing a girl whose dress was ruined by the place she took it gave me a nice little panic thought but I will try to put that in the back of my mind.



didnt I tell you about my massive train??



Things I still Gotta do:

-take the ribbon to the cake people

-pick up our rings

-make-up trial

-hair trial

-finish the favors
-pick up dress from the dress people
-finish the bridesmaids gifts
-make sure all the groomsmen things are taken care of
-eat all the mexican food I can
-write our thank you speech
-get mom and dads gifts
-MAKE SURE SEDGE IS IN THE COUNTRY...a whole other anxiety of mine...
-pray that the weather warms up just a bit...
-oh and try and relax...yeah right

I will also trying to see as many of my friends as possible. Oh boy am I going to miss them, they have been there through it all and I dont know where I would be without them. I know skype and facebook and all that wont be going away but its just not the same.

on a side note:

when the world hands you a Jeffery....

well I suppose I should get going on this Saturday afternoon...toodles!!

I seem to have a thing for numbers.....

Its 16 days away from my wedding, 6 days until Sedge and Ben get here, 8 days until the rest of the family gets here, and 19 days until I move with Sedge to England...can I get an EEEP! I am beyond excited a little freaked out but mostly excited. Sedge has been amazing through this whole thing of condensing my 24 years of life into three suitcases and two plastic bins...Glad to say Lambchop did make the cut and will be carried as hang luggage. 

This whole part of my life is just beyond surreal really. 4 years ago if someone would have come up to me and say "Mal-Mal you are going to fall deeply in love with an Englishman, not only are you going to fall deeply in love you are going to marry him, not only are you going to marry him you are going to move to England to be with him..oh and your friends and family will adore him..." I probably would have laugh really hard, like a really good ab workout laugh hard. But here I am about to take this journey of becoming a wife, and some cross breed of American-English thing. This should make 4th of July more interesting :)